You know what..

2 days cu na napapanaginipan si KEITO.

Di cu alam kung bakit , at di ako makapaniwala na sa Panaginip cu

Hinalikan ko sya ! WTF! ayoooookoooo! si Ryosukeee Yamadaaaaa DAPAT eh!

Napaka WEIRD ! tapos ung second na panaginip cu , Kasama cu daw sya mag GALA! 

Holding HANDS pa daw? wew! hindi naman sa inaayawan cu si keito , actually kinilig din acu pero?

Di tama eh? Ryosuke Yamada nga kc .. 

Ngayong Gabi kea sino MAKAKASAMA cu sa DREAM cu??

05.28.11

Nanaginip acu. Napanuod cu daw ang hey say 7! sa isang tv show. Nanunuod kme ni Papa nun. Sabi cu "Papa pag nag concert sila dito gusto cu pumunta.. pleasee..." tapos di acu sinagot ni papa. Binalita sa TV na nasa Pinas ang JUMP! , gabi na nun ehh.. di cu alam gagawin cu ! gusto sila agad makita.. ! Kea lumabas acu ng bahay tapos basta tumakbo acu .. may nakasalubong acu mga korean . Tapos tinanong cu sila kung alam nila kung nasan ung JUMP ! . Then? nakalimutan cu na ung part kung panu acu nakarating sa lugar kung nasa ung JUMP!. basta nakatulog ulit acu tapos nandun na cu sa stage , ang daming FANGIRL! tapos ung suot ng JUMP! ay ung suot nila sa Ai-ing aishiteru . sobra ung sigaw cu! di cu alam gagawin cu . kahit na ngangatog at nanghihina katawan cu sinubukan cu paring lapitan si yamada ryosuke. Pero may nauna saken . kea hinintay kong matapos silang mag-usap. Pagkatapos na pagkatapos , hinawakan ko ung hintuturong daliri ni yamada ryosuke. Alam mo ba nangyari? Nagalit sya sken . di cu alam kung bakit . sabi nia "ayaw nia daw makipag usap .. inaantok daw sya.." tapos umiyak acu papalayo sa JUMP!. lumabas acu sa pintuan. Tapos my isang host na nakakita sken. kinuwento cu ung ginawa ni ryosuke yamada sken. Tapos nilapitan nia si ryosuke. Kinausap niya ito. Di cu alam kung anu pinag usapan nila. Pero pinapapasok daw ulit acu ni ryosuke yamada. Di cu pa rin mapigilan ung iyak cu. hindi dahil masaya acu , kc nasaktan acu sa ginawa ni ryosuke yamada. Biglang lumapit si Ryosuke yamada sken at nag sorry. Pinalibutan kme ng mga Jump! nasa gitna kme ni Ryosuke yamada. Tapos may spaghetti sa lamesa. Kumuha ng isang hibla ng spaghetti si Yamada ryosuke at sinubo ito. nagtira sya ng maikling hibla nun sa dulo . at lumapit sya sken . Tinukso acu ng mga labi ni ryosuke kea kinain ko ung maliit na spaghetti na un at hinalikan acu ni ryosuke. Di cu napigilan ang kilig cu! kea aun! naputol panaginip cu! naalimpungatan acu ! LINTEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

For my last breath?

iF i have one more day to live in this world.

i would like to make things straight.

correct all the bad things that i've done.

Say sorry to all my enemies.

Especially to the other FANGIRLS..

Sorry for being selfish about my iCHiBAN.

i know that i don't have any rights to tell you

stay away from my iCHiBAN.

I'm really sorry....

I'm sorry for being mean.

For almost 3 years and 5 months being a FANGiRL..

Meeeting HSJ especially my iCHiBAN in personal is my DREAM..

i really want to meet RYOSUKE YAMADA ..

I'm glad that god brought an angel to my LiFE.

i want to be his girl even just for a minute..

i've been praying all day and all night.

if you can hear me god , please let me see Ryosuke Yamada before i die?

and if ever you may not hear my prayer. i'm still thankful.

I know that i'm not the right girl for such an angelic boy.

but god , Please make sure that the girl who belongs to him , will always love him ,

she will always take care of my boy.. she will do everything and anything for my boy .

I want Ryosuke Yamada to be Happy.

I want him to be healthy always.

Even thou he don't know me ...

i really do care for him from the bottom of my heart. 

This is not a joke ne ..

Actually i am crying while doing this post.

Ryosuke Yamada , Always do your best ne?

Take care always.. Be humble always ..

Don't be boastful ..

Your fans might hate you..

Demo i don't care if they hate you..

Just always remember that..

I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS ^^

i want you to know that i want you to be 

my Love for the rest of my LIFE.

ETERNALLY ..