For my last breath?

iF i have one more day to live in this world.

i would like to make things straight.

correct all the bad things that i've done.

Say sorry to all my enemies.

Especially to the other FANGIRLS..

Sorry for being selfish about my iCHiBAN.

i know that i don't have any rights to tell you

stay away from my iCHiBAN.

I'm really sorry....

I'm sorry for being mean.

For almost 3 years and 5 months being a FANGiRL..

Meeeting HSJ especially my iCHiBAN in personal is my DREAM..

i really want to meet RYOSUKE YAMADA ..

I'm glad that god brought an angel to my LiFE.

i want to be his girl even just for a minute..

i've been praying all day and all night.

if you can hear me god , please let me see Ryosuke Yamada before i die?

and if ever you may not hear my prayer. i'm still thankful.

I know that i'm not the right girl for such an angelic boy.

but god , Please make sure that the girl who belongs to him , will always love him ,

she will always take care of my boy.. she will do everything and anything for my boy .

I want Ryosuke Yamada to be Happy.

I want him to be healthy always.

Even thou he don't know me ...

i really do care for him from the bottom of my heart. 

This is not a joke ne ..

Actually i am crying while doing this post.

Ryosuke Yamada , Always do your best ne?

Take care always.. Be humble always ..

Don't be boastful ..

Your fans might hate you..

Demo i don't care if they hate you..

Just always remember that..

I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS ^^

i want you to know that i want you to be 

my Love for the rest of my LIFE.

ETERNALLY ..